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hey there.. ":( :)"
i relly dont know what my mood is now a days... im just confused in soo many things, theres lots of ups and downs dont you thnk?

its just like when times are like soo right, in a moment, everything just turns its way.. from good to bad.. or just like when a friend comes close to me, the other goes away.. im gaining then losing.. but just when i tot its like this.. like when it'll just stay like this, in a moment, it turns back to its original form.. is this what they call "LIFE" ??

there has been lots going on in my life.. both in family and friends.. my family is just totally waked up!! i feel that when im at home, and when that ONE MEMBER of the FAMILY is also at home, i dont feel like im at home.. i feel like im in prison.. i cant do what i want to do.. its my HOME! but i always have to be careful for what im doing and what my other family members do.. cause with one thing that we do wrong in the way we talk or do.. that "PERSON" tends to go srsly MAD!! ".."'ll even throw things around until it goes to shatters and do physical things to all of us... its totally crazy!!! that so called "FAMILY MEMBER" is the one who should protect us from those "BAD" ppl.. and also help us and always be with us when we need help from danger or shit like that.. but how the hell can that "PERSON" do that when "..."'s THE FUCKING ONE WHO IS ATTACKING US?!?!?! home is suppose to be like peace right? well, i do feel that but we still have to be careful and ACT HAPPY AND ACT INNOCENT AND ACT FOR EVERYTHINGG!!!! its totally not normal is it? ohh and also that there's is another family member that is not close to me but is the one that is controlling that "PERSON".. and SHE IS LITERALLY A FUCKING DEVIL!!! LITERALLY!!! =_=

yupp indeed lots of things have been going on in my life.. im living a normal boring stupid life but thats all in the picture.. behind it all.. a mystery that has been hidden for many years... and i havent even started on my other problems =_=

Manga ADDICTT!!! >.<

heyylooo :):)

haha im just now here to tell you that im like a MANGA ADDICT!!! hahahahha i love to read manga cause well its just to waste my time!! i get bored verrryyy easily so reading manga is just like my entertainment!! :P:P hehehe dont ya think soo ?? i mean there are lots of stories for every single thing in there.. but then i love to read like romance comedy kind of thing!! hehe... its niceee... i also like all those action ones but i prefer to watch it in anime better.. hehe :P:P

and just so you know, when i get bored at night (i mostly read mangas at night) i tend to srsly read them hours and hours!! hahaha... but i dont like to read the srsly longgg chapters like 100!! or something that much!! just well kinda boring! hahaha i like to change stories :D:D hehe...

What happens with curiosity!!

* Next to each number, write the name of the person who fits the description.
* Answer one question with one name.
* Don't reveal the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme. Those who want to know what the questions are must do the meme on their own blogs, on pain of wrath from the meme gods.

1. that's sooo thayaa, thyy... thyy...
2. my cousins :]
3. idk!! haha anyone i guess
4. MEGUMIII
5. dunno!! smarterchild...? HA HA
6. andreaa... miss yu andiee
7. meggie...??
8. Caroline :)
9. anyone that wants to.. haha, im free :P
10. parents -__-
11. NANA... i thnk yu knw hu i mean nur...
12. sharon :)
13. SHARON *again*
14. me i guess... HAHA
15. ANETT
16. SANIAAAA... hey mba ;]
17. atikaa
18. bill
19. ANDRAA... *alexadraa :):)
20. err.. ermm... my sis...??
21. dunno
22. ....speechless....
23. parents~~
24. nurriii :P
25. HEH?!!! HA HA... hw should i knw?!?
26. WOATTT???
27. hvnt meet that person yet '__'
28. arnin :3
29. AARON JOHNSON!!!! <3<3>
30. anyone as bored as i am now?? -__-

**JAI HO**

I'm Scorpio... And this is what it says on my personality and stuff... :P

SCORPIO - The Intense One

Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

what ever it says.. well i think its kinda true.. hahaha i mean how i am, not what i can do :P
well what do you guys think??

A new begining **Summary**

Elizabeth (Eli) is just an ordinary girl who loves to play around, have fun, etc. just having her normal life. Until one stormy night, a guy appeared banging on her front door looking hurt and seemed like he could barely breath then suddenly collapsed in front of her. That time, her parents weren't at home, they were both in a business trip overseas leaving her in charge all alone at home. She cared for him until he feels better but the boy didn't even say a word once he woke up. He just glared at Eli all the time, looking extremely scared like someone was out to get him, sick, frustrated and his whole body can't seem to stop shaking. It was really a terrifying moment for Eli as she has never experienced such a thing and don't know what to do in this kind of situation. An hour later, she saw him asleep on the couch looking very peaceful. As she looked at him, she realizes that he looks really "hot" while he was sleeping. She then took a blanket and put it over him.

The next day, when Eli woke up, the boy was gone and there was suddenly a knock in front of her door. She saw the police and as she opened the door, the police handed out a picture of a boy that looked EXACTLY like the boy that dropped by her house that night asking her whether she has seen him before. His name was Dylan, 16 years old (same age as Eli). Eli just told them that she doesn't know anything! As the police left the house, she ran to her room and locked the door, too terrified and scared on whats going to happen and the next thing she knows is that "Dylan" suddenly appeared from the window, hiding all this time...

Eli might later on end up in a rough situation... having lots of adventures and learning the true secret of what is really going on!!...

I don't think this story even makes sense!! haha but if you guys even get the story then well.. GOOD! hahah i was srsly bored that i tend to write useless stories but sooo lazy to continue.. hehe :P:P

Clairsentient

I did this quiz thingy in facebook about "what is your sixth sense" and all... so i guess this is the answer to it! and this answer, well in my opinion, some of it is true but some of it is not!! the answer:

"Feeling is your sixth sense. Called clairsentient (clear feeling), your inner voice is one that touches on your empathetic nature. What does this mean? Well, you're probably the most emotional of your friends and you are very in touch with the feelings of others. As a clairsentient, you often know something is wrong because you experience an uncomfortable feeling in your stomach (or the opposite for good things). It might be that your friend has had a bad day--but hasn't told anyone--and somehow you just know what's going on. Often this type of intuitive knowledge cannot be explained. We bet you've got a bunch of friends, and who wouldn't want a friend that just knows without being told...especially on those bad days."